i'm glad you're feeling just a little bit better. i'm struggling with my dx too, especially since i was able to go for six years med-free. i was on lamictal years ago but it didn't work for me. it might help even out the depression so it's not as crushing.

right now i have abilify acting has my mood stabilizer. it's sort of working although i'm struggling to come out of a horrible melancholic depression. i unfortunately believe i am heading to hypomania instead but not a fun one, just restless bored and irritable.

i do hope the lamictal helps you feel safe! Remember if you feel that unsafe then please go to the hospital where they can adjust your meds in a safe environment.