When i was jobless, i was also guilty of not being able to contribute to our finances. I was always depressed and lonely. I never stopped looking for a job until i found one. But even if i have work now, i still have times when i feel so bad. Getting a job won't make everything okay. But i know right now, it's what you need to get rid of your guilt over your financial problems. Good luck in your job search Redsoft.