The last 2 days i actually got out of bed and out of the house. I only went to a friends house and hung out but it was so much better than hiding away in my bed. I didn't sleep much last night though and i am so tired. I will be house sitting for a friend for the next week and am hoping time away from my space will do me good. I want to get out of this deep depression i have been in for the last month or so. It has been a long and hard 6 months and i need to let things go and move on so they don't hold me down any longer.