Thanks! I definitely want it enough!!

And, yup, I'm learning that. My only relapse in the almost nine months since I decide to enter treatment ended in a grand mal seizure, two days in the hospital and a $13k+ bill (which the VA is taking care of thankfully). That scared the living **** out of me. I haven't had one craving since. I assume when I'm further from the event (it happened early May) they'll return, but it's allowed me to actually get out of the house and reconnect with friends which has been helpful for several of my issues I think.

Anyway, (water) Cheers!! Haha!