i too have felt like this, and in truth i still do. i think i know how you feel, that the whole world is against you, that nothing you do is ever good enough.
you just want the world to stop so you can get off. ( or is that just me )
if i have got it wrong im sorry, but if you want to talk im a pm away......
(not that i have any answers but im a good listener)

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