Damn I posted a big long response that made sense and it went poof and disappeared !

Yes I can relate to what your are going through. I lost my father in 97 he has been with me ever since, wanders off once in a while when I have asked him to please go away. He is always around when I am not doing well, It flipped me out at first I thought I had gone off the edge , around the bend , plain crazy.. Nope He is just with me, he was and is my best friend. ( doubters please don't bother to tell me I need an AP, thank you )

Ohhhhh zooming past your stop ... maybe it could be all the new stress your under with new job and dear old dad hanging around? Hell I use to drive past my house alot, I remember my daughter Amanda use to say "Mommy you keep driving past our house " she was 5

Hang in there Sis... You are doing amazing I think