My father is a narcissist. I am on here because it is starting to surface how badly he betrayed, manipulated and rejected me. A painful memory is from a time we went to the mall. I was a chubby, scruffy teenager with no self-esteem, no self-worth. I bought a chocolate bar and was eating it when I saw him, he saw me and turned around in disgust and walked the other way. I was not good enough. So, no love, no pats on the back, just turned away disgust.