In some way my best comfort zone is my narc ways, to explain it I will quote Bri-twenty-two form PF, in regards to my social isolation and lack of interest, she pm'd me this:

"Yes I do tell you to be depressed and don't surround yourself with anyone. You need a looong time to figure out what happened to you, and what point did your life change into the monsters we've become. Narcs don't like to be alone and that's another reason you need to do it, you need to know how to be your own supply, make yourself happy and to lessen your dependence on people because this is what non's do actually.
I have no supplies at first it was hard...but now I'm adjusted to it, and talking to people even makes me nervous now. That doesn't sound like progress but before I would come up with games on how to get what I want. I don't do that now.

When I said we don't interact with people normally. Well we don't. How we talk to people, and associate them is unhealthy and abnormal. Thats why I recommend isolation until you get to a point where you think you can have a healthy relationship (whatever kind of relationship it could be).
Narcissism is a disease and almost like an addiction and it's hard to give up and sacrifice, the best you can do is make yourself as uncomfortable as possible. Your social skills SHOULD decrease, as ours are too...enhanced, we shouldn't be doing half the $#%^ we do. Yes it's counterproductive to narcissism, but it's better for your reality. "

This makes sense, but I dunno if its the way I should proceed.