That she wanted to be there for me so bad and forgot herself. But now has to put a boundary, I only heard 'you will leave me alone' I felt so sad. That i only asked her not to hurt me. She said she had spoken with colleagues and realized that it was too much for her. That she should take care of her self, I know she's right. But I've never asked her to be so involved with me, she sayd she did it her self, but I feel guilty. I pushed myself away from her and she wanted to make contact with me, show me that she is there for me me. I could not handle it, especially my alters. And now she wants distance, i felt she came to close, but hurt now.

It hurts, I feel rejected, I want no more therapy, I did not ask her to get close to me.....

Bloem