The ChildFree (CF) Community is who I seek friendship & love from. Therefore, what they are and are not comfortable with, what they do & don't recommend has more influence on me than what was said in the PsychCentral social group titled "At Jesus' Feet". I'm on another message board called TheChildFreeLife (TCFL) and everyone there appeared to be opposed to me returning to Catholicism. So I made up my mind to stick with antitheism (the belief that religion is harmful). So throught any remainder of this discussion, please disregard any comments I've made about changing my mind regarding religion or lack thereof.

I have some guilt about my interest in feet because I seemed to have failed to hide it from the last single lady I met and she got scared. She was not Catholic. She appeared to believe in God but not practice any organized religion. I never did have any guilt about masturbation despite my history of being raised Catholic. I've never had sex before, and have only wanted to since my confirmation of sterility on 3/7/2013.

But just how might a woman be harmed by rubbing her feet on my breasts and/or foot wanking me? That part is not making sense. I know I would not be harmed as long as it was done without much force. Of course, foot jobs are usually not mutual, i.e. only the man's genitals are stimulated by feet but not the woman's. I just could not stand all the images of toe-sucking & sole-licking on the Google+ Foot Fetish community. That's definitely NOT something I ever wanna do. So I posted this question here in PsychCentral where such images have not been posted.

I've never even felt sexually attracted to anyone before. I know the first time is very likely to come, but I certainly have desire for sexual activities with a partner. So I doubt it's really impossible for me to control what turns me on and to what degree. The point I was getting at is
that elsewhere online, I have caught foot fetishists calling NON-erotic foot massage videos porn and commenting about ejaculating on their computer keyboards while watching those videos. I don't want that to be me. I don't think I'd become like they are if I ever get foot wanked just ONE night a week.

You said you don't know anything about foot fetishes, so I'm quite shocked that you're the only one who answered my post. I am in the process of changing mental health counselors, and I will go ahead and discuss this with my new mental health counselor when a good time comes.