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Jun 29, 2013, 02:41 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 768
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How can someone claim to know what it is like to have a debilitating illness like depression?? How can they get all up in your face saying things like you need to get a job, you need to stop "free-loading", and crap like that?? Just because my face/exterior doesn't show how much I struggle doesn't mean I don't at all.
I struggle every single g-darn day just to get out of bed, just to keep myself from ending it all, and just to even put on a smile. How the h*** can you say to me that I am not trying enough?! Saying that I am not trying to get better. w.t.f. ! Every day that I live and can still function on some basic level is almost a miracle.
Sorry about this everyone. My uncle was just here and chewed me out for like a half hour. Never even saw this coming or I would have walked away. I just don't know how much more of this *crap* I can handle. Listening to stuff like this from people who say they care about me is overwhelming. 
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