The last several years my confusion has gotten a lot worse. It's confusing just to try and describe the confusion that I feel. That's what hurt's me the most. I have 2 degree's and people think that just because at one time my mind worked normaly that it should now. I have shed a lot of tears over this and I cannot dwell on it to long because my mind will go places that I don't want it to. Some days I feel completely worthless because I'm disabled now and when I have those days like I used to it can get very disturbing because I ask myself why can't I function like this everyday. It just doesn't happen for me anymore.