thanks everyone for making me feel welcome here. i have a psychiatrist & therapist im going to & at this place they are really kind & caring. im in the process of getting my meds straight. before i had just always been treated for major depressive disorder & this is the first doc ive seen thats said bp even the very first time he saw me. ive only been just enough to skim the surface & with my therapist visits i have had i didnt realize how much pain ive been in. im just so grateful God led me there & like i said a lot of stuff makes so much more sense now.