I feel a lot of shame. I don't feel comfortable with my scars. Even with my wife. I wish she would be there and make me feel accepted, but she mostly ignores it. Your not alone.
I'm happy you held off the urges. You should be proud of yourself. Everyday you can fight it is a victory. Take care of yourself.
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"Tact is the art of making a point without making an enemy."
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