Why is it we trust with our souls ... time after time... again and again and again... why don't I learn and just not do it. No more. Never again will I trust. It is just the same from one to the next. Lies hidden behind hugs. No more. Not ever again.

No longer do I have the one who protected me inside me. But I don't need him either. They have all let me down. They have all lied to me one after another.

Nope. No more. I can't do it.