I don't think you are asking for a lot. I'm sorry you don't have people that care in your life. It makes a lot of difference to have someone to talk to. I'm here if you want someone to talk to. I can't really sit on a couch and cuddle with you, but I can be a friend who understands the pain of depression. Try to hang in there the best you can. I know on some days even doing that is an accomplishment.