I'm sorry to hear about your experience. It sounds like this is not the right T for you, at all.

It's hard enough to deal with all the slings and arrows that got you to the place where you need therapy, and it is not right that your therapist added another hurt to the load you're already carrying.

At the same time, it doesn't sound like a good idea to totally give up on therapy.

I know (believe me, I *know*) how hard it is to start all over again with a new therapist, hoping you can find someone who knows what they're doing and who will be trustworthy, and dreading that the new T will let you down yet again.

It sounds like you still need therapy though, so I think you need to be strong for yourself and try again. Maybe the first thing you'll want to talk about with a new therapist is what happened with your last T so you can set appropriate boundaries up front.

I have a hard time trusting anyone, but I do believe there are good people in the world who will help you - you just need to keep going until you find at least one of them.

I hope you are able to get past this, find a therapist who can really help you, and get to feeling better.