I agree! I've gone back over old journals, reassessed some of the things I've done in my life, and reviewed incidents I'd never had a clue about even though I did them. Now it all makes sense in light of my diagnosis.....the signs have been there all along. The good thing about that is, it explains so much of the past and why I behaved the way I did (and still do from time to time).

Try to relax and let things unfold as they will. This is a time of upheaval and big changes for you, there are a lot of adjustments to make and they won't be easy. But you'll come through it if you keep reaching out to people, talking about the issue, and getting others' perspectives.