I have one more session left with my old t before termination. Its been really hard. i feel like the time is going by so fast and i have yet to process so much of what has happened- residential, the transition, losing my t with no warning. old t is trying to help me, but we only have one session left. New t tries, but i feel like she is so biased against old t that it doesn't really help me to talk with her because I find myself editing so much out that might make her more judgemental of old t (as well as the fact that new t is a CBT specialist and not so much a talk therapist).
I am starting to think that I should see someone to talk specifically about the strong transferance I had with old t. The first thought that popped into mind was old t's cooworker, who I saw for a two week period when old t had surgery. I really liked her and I feel like it would help because i know they are friends and so she won't have a bad bias. But is this inappropriate?
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