Why post this here and now? - Don't ask - I honestly have no idea. But this has been the case as long as I can remember (on this matter anyway, that is way back at least to 4th grade.) and yes has made things difficult, and it times totally not possible for me, because I can't let up just a little for any reason it seems (not exactly 100% accurate 100% of the time, but pretty close).

I just seem to be totally obsessed with keeping everything as private as I can (well as far as connecting it to me in the real world, connected to a handle online is one thing, connected to me personally that is a totally different story).

I know tell T - well, actually that's one of the problems - see medical records, and piratically mental health records are no where near confidential enough for me. See I know I would be willing to go in to things a lot more if I knew for an absolute fact that there would be absolutely no situation where anyone other than treating health care professionals would ever know anything about it. But since that is not true (one example off the top is my head is just try to buy a weapon and not have that seen at all). I just can't help it, I really feel if it is for health reasons, than keep it there, if it MIGHT stray from that no matter why, I just would rather not bother. And if you tell me something like what's the big deal, nothing that would be a problem (at this point anyway that is true with most things) I will tell you, well if it's that little of a deal - then why bother - you just told me it doesn't make a differance anyway, so if that is true, then there is no point in giving you the information.

This also keeps me out of just about all public buildings (metal detectors=a search, that invades privetcy, and unless you have a specific reason to suspect a particular individual of something, it is plain wrong as far as I am concerned)

It just keeps going - funny thing, I honestly have no idea why it is THAT important to me, but it is, and has been as long as I can remember. And I know a lot of what really gets to me there, most people might agree I am technically correct they don't really mind it. Usually because it's not such a big deal and it makes them feel safer. That's the problem, I don't feel any safer, just as though you went through MY stuff without any reason to think anything was up., or MY health information when you are not doing anything where there is a HEALTHCARE related need for it

There, - but now what?
Really, not being sarcastic at all, what you make of that?