Dont wanna take up space.

I'm sorry for complaining.

I've lost it. Some people are worried, some people are being mean and some people are trying to understand...

But nobody can help me.

I give up.

I'm stuck in this cycle with no way out.

I'm so tired. I want to just stay in bed away from people. Hide away. Make my problems go away. Drink them away. Starve them away. Just need them to go away. I can't do school anymore. I can't function. I can't be happy. I can't take care of myself. I can't. I'm sick of trying.

I wish I could cry right now - but that would be bad -- last thing I need to do is trigger myself and do something really bloody stupid.