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Originally Posted by heyitsme7
i do not recommend you keeping too many things private. I suggest you bring it out into the open because htat way you'll feel better. Unleash some of that burden off your shoulder. Nobody wants to carry that extra weight of problems with them. Tell us. Perhaps we can help you.  |
I have a feeling that will come - not sure when....
At the moment I just don't get way it apparently is that important to me, and has been all that time......O.K. there is a lot of not abusive, but extremely screwy things I dealt with at home growing up; such as an alcoholic that was with my mother, but picked up some other woman, bought her back to my mothers house, WW3 broke out, and I played ref at 15 years old to all that....(O.K. that's one piece you got to the rest of the puzzle), but fails to answer the why - because that was after the obsession with keeping things private started..
BTW, it probably doesn't help, but might show a bit about my thinking..
Because of the situation, no it's not quite the same tone - but I has just in the ER the other day (digestive issue), and now on top of name bracelets (all the were using last time), they have an electronic tracking device....I would LOVE to build, or somehow obtain a battery operated device to mess with there system - and tell them I am in say 10 different places (on different floors) at the same time - LOL