ok, now wait a minute. I have a few questions:

a) remind me again what you're studying
b) you still have 13 days
c) it's not a catastrophe if you don't do well this particular term. If you need a break, then you need a break. And it sounds like you do.
d) it keeps going on and on because you've got some good karma built up and these bad times are leading to much, MUCH better times ahead of you. I promise.
e) yes, you must be good. No SI.
f) I like you a lot and am sad that you are having a hard time.
g) what can I do? can I help you in any way?