i'm sorry your dad tells your negative things

i'm weird and boring too. and i have.... almost no friends :/ i want a friend though, but when i do make friends, the friendship doesn't last. i don't know if it's because i'm not trying or what. plus, sometimes i don't bother to make any friends because i'm like, what's the point? or why bother. so sometimes i don't try making any friends. i was bullied a little in high school. and coming to the end of the term, some classmates will talk to me nice, then next term - we're no longer friends - they just used me. so i guess i'm afraid to make friends too. but i'm also kind of quiet and shy.
and i'm boring and weird.... like, i'm not into clubs and parties and all that. i prefer to stay home, watch tv, surf the internet and be with my parents. but you're still young, unlike me, i'm old - twenty four years old

and i haven't even had a boyfriend! :/ (please don't judge me, i get enough of that in real life.) my co-workers and plenty people are omg you're old, time for you to get a boyfriend, etc, etc.... i want to stop being weird, i want to be normal and yeah....

it's hard being me.