In other words of this century: we think about it constantly, we realize it's useless to fight against the injustice in the world sometimes, but because we don't know what we will find when our being dies, we simply don't commit suicide.

Those that have done the deed were in a place where they simply didn't care what was on the other side, I think, and therefore took the moment to go without the consent of their loved ones leaving behind useless questions and heartfelt pain.