I started outfirst thing this morning very very down....wanted to cry..no weep...and as usual just a few tears down my cheeks and then other distractions and its over. The despair is still there, just no more tears, no crying. All this just in and between a couple of posts.
I hate the endless bouts of despair and hopelessness.
I KNOW I am supposed to be hopeful and positive, but how do you convince yourself to be that when you don't FEEL it?!?