im a 27 yr old auto mechanic who grew up on a farm in texas. everyone who knows me says im the hardest worker they ever met. i have had fingers smashed off and was back to work in days. my point is im a mans man and im being crippled by a problem i have never faced before in my life. i thought i could get over or though anything but now i cry myself to sleep every night.

i havent been albe to see a therapist or anything like that. i live in a very small town and would have to travel about an hour just to find one. i really apreteate any helpful advice or comments. i just want someone anyone to talk to at this point in my life about this.

thank everyone who comments.