I woke up at 6:30am with a massive migraine... came down and took allergy medicine and two OTC pain killers with caffeine and went back to bed... it took the edge off the migraine but I can still feel it...

the sunny weather of yesterday has been replaced with the overcast skies we had all last week... sometimes my headaches are caused by the barometric pressure and sometimes they are caused by stress... maybe its both this time.

I'm trying real hard to not treat my H differently for what must be my issue... but what he said felt like a betrayal... and so its hard to not be "stone hearted" around him because its the only thing that keeps me from crying... I do NOT like to cry in front of him for things he has done to me... that really feels like giving him way too much power.

He apologized for hurting my feelings this morning (even though he says he has no idea what he did) and I told him its fine and its my issues to work through...