Valium for when I feel an anxiety or panic attack coming on, so its as needed for quick relief, I tried klonopin in the past and that didn't go well and so far valium seems superior anyways. I'm also taking Olanzapine(zyprexa), that one is for the depression to though. I guess its supposed to just kind of stabalize my mood and so far I like it since it makes me feel more calm over all and seems to have given me back my appetite.

Even though those help I am worried about not being able to find proper therapy, I'm still easily overwhelmed with stress. I try to take things slow but life has a way of throwing various things at me that I am in no way prepared for. So yeah the meds aren't a cure and don't make all my problems go away life is still hard and I still can't function well enough for a job, but they at least alleviate some of the unpleasantness.