All of it with sleepless nights, being hypoglycemic, yoyo weight, and feeling that you are going insane will soon come to haunt you. You need to start taking care of yourself - and you know it, right?

"He thinks that because he is in pain and he is sick that hes THE only person in the world with problems."

Just to say something:

My ex second H had high blood pressure. He blamed me for his high blood pressure. And, for everything else that could ever go wrong in his life. So yes, I get it.