Hamster, I know this time, is gonna be the time that breaks me. Im too young for this and Im too old to put up with it. He plays the guilt card too often cuz he knows Ill fall for it. Just like last night, he knew that whole flirting comment was going to start an argument, hes said that same thing a million times with the same result. Then he has the nerve to tell me "You need to think before you speak. Words affect me" Oh well, he kind of brought it on himself by his stupid little comment. I dont mean to sound uncaring, Im just mad and fed up

Perna, I honestly do not know. I guess cause if I left, no one else will help him. His family is kind of a-holes but also, theyre tired of his attitude as well. It seems to fall on me to take care of him. And I love him. But Im getting very close to really hurting his feelings cause when I get this fed up with someone, I dont hold back anything.