Nothing major, I guess ..
Husband climbed down my throat about something that was quite simply not my fault, nor could it be avoided. It was all telephonic.
During the same conversation I was able to defend myself and tell him that I was upset by his words / actions.
He apologized and ... well, according to him - that is that!
But ............ many hours later, I am still hurting. Does this mean I did not accept his apology? I honestly don't even feel his apology was sincere to begin with.
As far as he is concerned, he has said sorry and I should just be cheerful and forget anything ever happened.
It is just not that simple for me.
I was already dealing with something when it happened so I broke down in some serious tears and really felt horrible for the rest of the day. (He doesn't know this).
Why can't I just get over it and move on?
I wish I could explain some more feelings to him but he will simply tell me that he has said sorry and that I should just forget it.
I will, but right now I am still so hurt. Even though he said sorry.
I am confused by my feelings.
Sorry if I have been repetitive.
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