I understand, Sabrina. The reason you can't move on may be for different reasons. The one I'm painfully aware of, though, is that so much hurt has been piled on that it's like someone pulls off the scab and rubs salt in the wound.
If you feel that his apology wasn't sincere, that's a good reason, too, for not being able to drop it.

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