I guess my mind is just still kicking myself for what I could have done. It just takes time to fully accept that I never said anything. Hopefully I'll finally find someone. I just hate seeing all of the happy couples -.- Well, as my friend puts it, I have all my life to find someone. Just hope it's soon! Maybe I should talk to my grandma about this and see what she has to say. As for fear, I just have to find a way to over come it...somehow. Talking to guys I like is easier said then done for me. But I got to do it :3