Wow! Now that you put it like that I guess I still have somewhat of a chance these occurrences which I call "failures" are actually lessons that I have learned. I'm going to college next year, so maybe then I can start talking to new people :3 unfortunately I have never dated....I've never even had my first kiss and I'm 17 years old Most if not all of my friends have already done so. I guess this just means that I haven't found "the one" yet and that I shouldn't be down about it all of the time ^^ I just have the tendency to be negative all of the time. But I'm working on that...and it seems to be working.