Just cause I don't want to start a new thread I'm posting this here.

I left PC for a while because my life was falling apart and I couldn't handle hearing what a bad person/mother many people on here thought I was because I wanted to be supportive of H and our marriage.

He has been arrested. He is not allowed to have contact w/ me except email to coordinate childcare. He still blames me for everything is extremely angry. At times he says wants to come home and just wants all of this to be over.

I am sad. I want my family back together and I want to work this out. I want H to be a better husband and father. I regret calling the cops because I honestly believe this will be the end of "us" Regardless of what everyone else on here thinks, I want to be a family and our kids deserve to have both parents at home. No one deserves to be hit, but we all make mistakes.