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Originally Posted by Melinae
I feel so alone and even lonelier now. Close friendship changed for the worse after I admitted myself to psychiatric hospital. And my only other close friend, my ex, just told me "You must realize over half of your life is over." and "It's become a daily thing with you. I don't remember the last time I saw you happy." , this after I told him I felt much despair and even more sui on the stupid Lexapro I was prescribed. Not sure how I feel about my therapist right now. I don't feel like she is helping me much anymore. Probably I can't really be helped. She claims that she has been using both CBT and DBT but I have not seen concrete results. Despair.... All I really want out of life is someone to cuddle with. Even if it's on concrete floor. Is that so much to ask for?
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I'd cuddle with you!
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Originally Posted by kirby777
I am lonely as well and have zero support. Most of my limited family acts as if I am some criminally insane person (and so what if I was), but I am not...I do not even kill insects. My own mother stated "I hate you", while in a calm, not fighting, verbal exchange...I am an only child! 
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I am also the criminally insane in my family. My mother never said I hate you, but my sister and brother have made it very very clear that I am not loved by them. I've been diagnosed so many things in the past, and now the most recent is schizoaffective. This one finally agrees to my symptoms. I don't kill either. But I didn't have any supports. NONE. ZERO. ZILCH. Until I moved to Erie, PA and moved into the Fairweather Lodge program. I now have a great support network. A great support network of professionals as well as peers that share various mental health issues. I know what it's like. You can always PM me if you want to talk. I'm on PC 24/7 via my computer or my Android via Tapatalk 2.