The one I have broken up with. And I've missed him so much. 3AM text last night, "Can I come over?" I didn't answer. He retracted and said he knew it was not approporiate. This evening he called and asked to come over. My heart beat faster. But I needed to think about it. Logically I thought he was probably coming for sex, so I asked him, was there a specific reason he wanted to come over? He said he just wanted to see me, watch a movie, hang out.
I walked the dog, came home found a text saying some weird stuffabout how I don't have to call him back, if him coming over is something I don't want if I am busy tonight, he didn't mean for it too get all complicated. So I called. No answer. Three hours, no answer. Mind games?
I feel dissapointed and hurt. But I don't want to call back again and be like a groupie. It's very unusual for him not to return calls.
I hate this. I want to move on and I can't. I think of him everyday.