Thanks, CCG, you are too kind. Sorry to have gone and edited the actual word pointless out of my post. Wish it could be said that it was for a positive reason, but it wasn't (too much to explain). Hope it didn't make things feel weird. Not sure if that makes sense. BF dragged me out into the world in an attempt to mind shift. Didn't work at all though. Then ended up having a "bugs" episode, which only compounded my existential mortification. Then laid down, wishing it all away, or at least to not be conscious. Will be knocking myself out again shortly (up briefly attempting some chaos reduction, so getting out the door to work tomorrow won't be more horrible than it already will be).

Great. Just discovered intended med gone. As in stolen. So now we can add PO'd. I don't exactly have a sleep arsenal, so this may have just turned into a very long night. !#@#%&*!!!