I have ambien and it works well except that night I chose not to take it "yet" because I wanted to get the comp figured out. I ended iup geting obsessed and staying up way to late and when I looked at the clock it was too late to take it and I slept poorly. I don't see any hypomania here. I see yesterday was a ver hard day with anxiety and depression creeping in heavier. Still titrating the meds and may need to add a second for the depression. I feel better then I did when I started new meds but I think as I start to feel better I want more and more. I want to feel a lot better and I get anxious that it won't get better enough. I fear having to be highly functional when I get back to work. Wait, not supposed to be doing that, just supposed to be here, now, breathe and stay in this moment.
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