ha - funny you say that about the wedding.

Not sure if I mentioned it here, but last month when my husband and I went to Europe, the 'excuse' was to go to my ex-husband's sister's ex-husband's second wedding! Yes, you probably have to read that a few times to have it make sense. My ex is from Europe and the wedding was in a town where my former in-laws have their beach house. It was very strange being there after all these years, seeing so many of the same people.

You know, maybe I got some of it out of my system on that trip, even though I did not know I would be seeing my ex-stepkid a month later? I fel the same kind of detachment there as well - had weird dreams and this darn eye twitch (have one now, too), but nothing in terms of BIG feelings.

You know, maybe we lose the drama as we get older. Could that be it? I seem to be trying to create drama where it isn't naturally occurring, aren't I? So maybe it's just something I shed over the past 8 years and I didn't have a reason to test it out.

Gee, what I'm lacking in feelings I'm making up in overanalysis, aren't I?