I work in the public services. It generaqlly works quite well with me cause its constantly changing and so I can get away with my constant changing. Im only with the same patient for 2 hours, tops. Unless there dead then thats different. Its just hard when rage pops his head up at certain people and we go into a lot of trauma and really triggering environments. Its hard afterward as well when I leave and go into a downward spiral.

I'm not sure where I'm going with tihs, maybe it isnt the best job for someone with BPD