I agree with sewerrats in that english psych wards are just awful, they are filthy, understaffed and those that are regulars are usually poorly trained or show an appalling lack of compassion and understanding. Also you literally have to be on a knife edge to earn a place there. Those who can be managed without outside 'help' don't get a look in. I've been in the system since i was 15 and it's utterly useless - all i would say to those who have access to what they need when they need it, consider yourself exceptionally lucky.