I know it's driven by anxiety and depression but I feel completely inept sometimes at work. I get overwhelmed easily, lose focus- so it takes me longer to complete tasks. Im pulled in so many directions that my individual, hands on skills have suffered. I think I'm just average at what I do. I feel like I walk around with this illusion of capability and control yet I feel the total opposite. I'm under scrutiny and am trying to step up my game but I feel defeated. I'm a supervisor! I have to be in control! I guess I just needed to write it out finally. I fight it just about every day and just try and make it through to the next, trying to make it better.