bad day. used a razor been so long since I've done that.
Thing is... it was so disappointing, I didn't get the release I needed/wanted. I used to cut my arms. there is so much scar tissue that it doesn't work there (found that out last time I caved in)... so I tried my thigh, and well... it looks angry, but it just isn't' right. I'm afraid that if I go deep like i used to on my arms.. it would be hospital time.
So piss ed off I put down the razor and grabbed that metal pipe thing and just hit my lower left arm until my right hand couldn't hold it steady.
Is it possible that I could actually break my arm, Scared that if I continue this type of SI... that might happen.