I know I want to finish school, and I'm relatively certain I'd like to pursue an advanced degree, but what kind of work do I actually want to do? What kinds of things do I actually want out of life? What things will actually help to make me happy again, make me feel like there's actual meaning in my life?

I wish I could win the lottery or something...Just take a semester or two off of school, move out of my parents house, and try to figure some of this stuff out somehow