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Originally Posted by depressedandlonely
I always feel very guilty and ashamed of myself after i watched porn. I feel porn is degrading and very dirty, yet i watch it anyway. And afterward i would start feeling very guilty and ashamed. I keep watching porn a secret to my parents and friends. I am afraid they would think of me differently if they know i watch porn.
I watch porn when i feel lonely or some erotic feeling aroused in me.
I don't know what to do to deal with the guilt and the shame.   |
Porn is degrading, but you know what? Those women choose to be degraded. Those women chose that profession because they love to suck **** and they love money. They make big bucks, and sometimes a person will do anything for money.
Porn is also dirty, but in a good way. It allows you to express yourself sexually, find things you'd like to do with a partner, even gives you a look to how sex looks like (if you're a virgin).
Maybe confess to one person or to a therapist about this, you will find that their reactions will not be bad at all, they may even admit to using porn themselves. It's quite normal to watch porn especially at your age.