Sorry for bumping such an old thread here, I lost access to my computer and when I got things going again, forgot my password and such.

Any who, finally made an appointment and I'll be seeing a therapist in a couple of weeks. I plan on telling him/her everything about this, among with other things I've dealt with.

I would like to say EBD8, you must be right a little bit. I opened up about this to a friend I haven't talked to in a while and he told me he did a similar thing. Kind of made me feel a bit better knowing someone else did the same thing as me, but I still feel odd.

I really hope there is light at the end of the tunnel. Some days the overwhelming anxiety gets the best of me, and then others I'm back to my normal self. Will everything be okay?