i woke up, had lunch by myself
went to a class
walked around with a girl 7 years younger than me, that i had met the other day
unfortunately afterwards it got a bit "boring", we didnt have too much in common, and we kind of ran out of things to talk about and i dont think we'll be meeting up again.
i make an effort to try to meet people but they all go badly.
got back, surfed online, tried to fix my computer, because i accidentally deleted my photos since the last 6 months the other day and didnt notice it until yesterday, i did this in the morning too, but no luck

yesterday i woke up had lunch alone then went walking around by myself
i looked around in some shops but didnt buy anything
i went to a subway got a soda for less than $2 then started to write in a journal.. then i moved to a starbucks and started to write more there, i think i wrote a total of 2 hours. i did feel a little better but then afterwards i started to think about all the things going on and i feel overwhelmed that i dont know wahts going to happen in my life