I'm sorry you're having depressive feelings, Skstar412. You could be helped so much if
you would request an appointment with your physician and discuss your feelings with him.
He might recommend that you talk to a psychiatrist who can treat you effectively with
medications to correct the chemistry in the brain that might be the cause of your
depression.

It can be inherited, and since your mother is experiencing the same thing, there is
a chance that you have inherited it.

Please make that appointment and talk to a specialist who will prescribe medications
appropriate for you so that you can function as you wish.

It's really a blessing to get that help you need for better feeling tone. Almost all of
us do have help in that way.

Take care.